LOSTARIEL, ithilwen anira

[ithilwen anira lostariel]

I CAN’T HELP MYSELF

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SAY HELLO TO ITHILWEN ANIRA LOSTARIEL[/font]


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IT’S SOME KIND OF JOKE

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SO, WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
I'M ITHILWEN (ith-ill-wehn) ANIRA (Ah-neer-ah) LOSTARIEL (Lost-are-ee-ell). MY FIRST NAME, ITHILWEN, MEANS MOON AND IS THE ELVISH VERSION OF CELINE. I'M PRETTY ATTACHED TO MY FIRST NAME EVEN SO ALL MY TEACHERS HAVE A HARD TIME PRONOUNCING IT IN THE BEGINNING. MY MIDDLE NAME, ANIRA, MEANS DESIRED AND IS THE ELVISH VERSION OF THE NAME DESIREE. I THOUGHT THIS NAME WAS ODD FOR ME, SINCE I'M NOT AS DESIRED AS MOST WOULD THINK. AND MY LAST NAME, LOSTARIEL, IS ELVISH AS WELL AND MEANS BLOOMING. I THINK MY LAST NAME IS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND EVEN SO IT'S A BIT HARD TO PRONOUNCE FOR OTHERS I STILL LOVE IT.

AND JUST HOW OLD ARE YOU?

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I'M ACTUALLY JUST FIFTEEN-YEARS-OLD, EVEN SO A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK I'M MUCH OLDER THEN THAT AND I'M ACTUALLY NOT ALL TOO SURE WHY THAT IS. I WAS BORN ON MAY 9, 1993 IN LONDON, ENGLAND AND I AM CURRENTLY IN MY SOPHOMORE YEAR HERE AT DARTMOUTH ACADEMY.

WHAT RUNS THROUGH YOUR BLOOD?
I'M A LIGHT ELF, THOUGH MOST THINK I'M JUST A GIFTED HUMAN AT FIRST SINCE I DON'T SEEM TO HAVE THE SORT OF 'PHYSICAL TRAITS' MOST LIGHT ELVES HAVE ACCORDING TO MOST OF THE OTHER STUDENTS. I PREFER THE TRADITIONAL SIDE OF THE ELVISH WAYS, UNLIKE MOST IN MY GENERATION SINCE IT'S A LOT MORE WISE AND ABOUT TEACHING RATHER THEN JUST WINGING IT. I HAVE THE ABILITY TO CONTROL LIGHT, JUST AS EVERY LIGHT ELF HAS SO THERE ISN'T MUCH SPECIAL WITH ME.

JUST TO MAKE SURE - MALE OR FEMALE?
I'M PRETTY SURE I'M A FEMALE.

WHICH WAY DO YOU SWING?
I'M ACTUALLY BISEXUAL, THOUGH I ACT MORE TOWARD MALES THEN I DO TOWARD FEMALES AND I'M SLIGHTLY SCARED OF TELLING ANYONE I'M BI BECAUSE I DO KNOW THAT GIRLS WILL ALWAYS THINK I'M HITTING ON THEM OR SOMETHING STUPID. AND MEN BECOME PRETTY PERVERTED RIGHT AFTER LEARNING MY 'SECRET.' PLUS MY FATHER WOULDN'T ACCEPT THIS IN THE SLIGHTEST BIT.

HOW DID YOU GET YOURSELF HERE?
I ACTUALLY JUST TRANSFERED IN FROM A NORMAL HUMAN HIGH SCHOOL AFTER MY PARENTS FINALLY TOLD ME WHY I WAS SO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE. I RECEIVED A SCHOLARSHIP DUE TO MY HIGH GRADES EVEN THOUGH FATHER DID REALLY HAVE MORE THEN ENOUGH MONEY TO SEND ME HERE THEMSELVES, BUT I WANTED TO PROVE MYSELF TO THE SCHOOL INSTEAD OF RELYING ON THEM TO GET ME IN.

WHO DO YOU MOST LOOK LIKE, AND WHY?
I'VE BEEN TOLD BY MANY PEOPLE THAT I LOOK LIKE EMMA WATSON'S TWIN, THOUGH THERE IS SOME RESEMBLANCE I DON'T THINK I COULD PASS AS HER TWIN. I STAND AT FIVE FEET AND FOUR INCHES, WEIGH ONE HUNDRED AND FIVE POUNDS WITH A SORT OF PETITE BUILD AND AM THE SMALLEST OF MY FAMILY. I HAVE IVORY COLORED SKIN WHICH AT FIRST MAY SEEM FLAWLESS, BUT REALLY ISN'T IN THE VERY LEAST. MY HAIR IS A SORT OF STRAWBERRY BLOND COLOR, A MIX OF MY PARENT'S HAIR COLORS AND IS NORMALLY WORN DOWN AND SLIGHTLY WAVY. MY EYES ARE A MIX OF MY PARENTS' AS WELL AND IS A SORT OF BLUE CENTER COLOR AND FADES INTO A GREEN OUTER RING; VERY UNIQUE OR SO SOME SAY. I HAVE MY EARS PIERCED TWICE IN EACH EAR AND THOUGH I DON'T HAVE ANY TATTOOS I DO PLAN ON GETTING AT LEAST ONE SOON. CLOTHING STYLE WISE I NORMALLY WEAR THE HIGH FASHIONED APPAREL OR TRADITIONAL ELVISH CLOTHING. I TRY WEARING HEELS TWENTY FOUR/SEVEN TO MAKE MYSELF SEEM A BIT TALLER TOO, THOUGH I DO PREFER WEARING NO SHOES AT ALL.
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ALL WE CARE ABOUT IS

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WHAT ARE YOU INTO?

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I'M REALLY INTO A LOT OF THINGS, ALL PRETTY DIFFERENT, BUT YEA. I LOVE TO READ, THERE IS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT BEING ABLE TO ESCAPE FROM ONE WORLD AND INTO ANOTHER EXCITES ME A LOT. I'M PRETTY HANDY WITH A SWORD SINCE I HAD TO TAKE UP FENCING BECAUSE OF SOME REASON MY FATHER WOULDN'T TELL ME, BUT I LOVE DOING IT SO. I CAN HIT FAR OR MOVING TARGETS WITH A BOW AND ARROW, ANOTHER LESSON MY FATHER MADE ME TAKE. I LOVE PLAYING INSTRUMENTS TOO AND I CAN PLAY THE HARP REALLY WELL, THOUGH I REALLY TOOK IT UP BECAUSE IT WAS SOMETHING MY MOTHER LOVED BEFORE SHE DIED. I ENJOY THE BEAUTIFUL SCENTS OF FLOWERS, MAINLY LILIES AND ROSES. QUOTING SHAKESPEARE IS ANOTHER THING I LOVE TO DO SINCE HE ALWAYS HAS A SAYING FOR SOMETHING. PHOTOGRAPHY IS A VERY FAVORITE PAST TIME OF MINE WHICH I TOOK UP WHILE GOING TO THE HUMAN SCHOOL. I LOVE SINGING WHENEVER I GET THE CHANCE TO, THOUGH MAINLY JUST CELTIC SOUNDS OH AND I ENJOY DANCING AS WELL, BUT THE TRADITIONAL KIND; THE MODERN DANCING LOOKS LIKE SEX WITH CLOTHES ON. HMM TWO MORE THINGS I LOVE ARE WALKING AROUND AT NIGHT AROUND WITCHING HOUR WHEN EVERYTHING SO QUIET YOU CAN ONLY HEAR THE WIND RUSH PAST YOU AND YOUR OWN FOOT STEPS. ONE MORE THING IS SWEETS OF ALL KIND, I JUST ADORE CANDY NO MATTER WHAT IT IS.

AND WHAT AREN’T YOU INTO?
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE PUT OTHERS DOWN, IT JUST ISN'T RIGHT EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST BIT. I CAN'T STAND THE TASTE OF BLACK LICORICE, IT'S REALLY BITTER AND GROSS. I DON'T REALLY LIKE OVERLY HYPER PEOPLE, THEY'RE KIND OF ANNOYING A LOT OF THE TIME AND JUST OVERLY EXCITED. I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF LIZARDS, AS BEAUTIFUL CREATURES THEY ARE I RATHER HAVE A SNAKE THEN THAT. HISTORY IS MY LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECTS, EVEN SO I DO KNOW IT'S A PRETTY IMPORTANT LESSON IT STILL MAKE ME WANT TO THROW MY HISTORY BOOK WHENEVER I HAVE TO READ IT. I DON'T REALLY LIKE SPEAKING ENGLISH SINCE IT'S A VERY HARD LANGUAGE FOR ME, I MUCH RATHER SPEAK ELVISH TWENTY-FOUR/SEVEN. I GET REALLY ANNOYED WHEN PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW TRY TO TALK TO ME AS IF THEY KNOW ME BECAUSE I'M A ROYAL AND MY LIFE IS 'KNOWN BY ALL.' PEOPLE WHO USE OTHER PEOPLE IS REALLY ANNOYING AND SINCE I HAD TO GO THROUGH IT LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE IT REALLY BREAKS MY HEAR TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE WOULD REALLY DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT. ONE MORE THING WOULD HAVE TO BE PEOPLE WHO NEED SO MUCH ATTENTION, I MEAN EVERYONE SHOULD JUST BE THEMSELVES FOR ONCE.

WHAT ARE YOU GOOD AT?
I'M PRETTY GOOD AT TAKING CHARGE WHENEVER I NEED TO. I SUPPOSE I HAVE A NATURAL FLAIR FOR AUTHORITY, WHICH IS PROBABLY BECAUSE OF THE ROYAL BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. I AM ABLE TO THINK CLEARLY AND ON MY FEET WHENEVER IN A BAD OR CONFUSING SITUATION ESPECIALLY WHEN IT MEANS THAT OTHER LIVES WILL BE LOST IF ACTION ISN'T TAKEN QUICKLY. FOR MY AGE I AM VERY SMART AND CAN UNDERSTAND PRETTY MUCH ANYONE ANYONE SAYS TO ME OR ANYTHING I READ. I CAN SPEAK THREE DIFFERENT LANGUAGES (FRENCH, ROMANIAN, AND ELVISH) THOUGH IT DIDN'T TAKE ME LONG TO LEARN THEM.

AND WHAT ARE YOU NOT SO GOOD AT?
I'M NOT VERY TRUSTING OF PEOPLE DUE TO THE FACT I'VE PRETTY MUCH BEEN USED MY WHOLE LIFE ONCE PEOPLE LEARN I'M A ROYAL SO I TRY TO KEEP THAT A SECRET, BUT EVEN THEN TRUST IS STILL AN ISSUE. I'VE BEEN TOLD I'M A BIT TOO TRUTHFUL AND STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH PEOPLE WHICH I GUESS MEANS I TEND TO SAY TOO MUCH TO SOMEONE EVEN WHEN I DON'T MEAN TO SO THAT'S REALLY SOMETHING I NEED TO WORK ON. I PREFER BOOKS TO PEOPLE A LOT OF THE TIME WHICH KIND OF OFFENDS SOME ESPECIALLY WHEN I TELL THEM I'M TOO BUSY READING TO TALK OR HANG OUT WITH THEM.

DO YOU HAVE ANY SECRETS?
ONE SECRET OF MIND WOULD BE THAT I'M OF ROYAL BLOOD. NOW SOME WILL EASILY SEE AS TO WHY I'D LIKE TO KEEP THAT A SECRET WHILE I'M HERE AT DARTMOUTH, THOUGH I'M SURE THAT MOST LIGHT ELVES WILL REALIZE WHO I AM RIGHT OFF THE BAT. ANOTHER SECRET WOULD BE THAT I'M BISEXUAL WHICH I'M REALLY TRYING TO KEEP ON THE DOWN LOW SINCE IT'S PRETTY 'DISGRACEFUL' AS MY BROTHER LIKES OT PUT IT AND WOULD BEING SHAME TO MY FAMILY IF I EVER TOUCHED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX.

WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF MOST?
I'M NOT REALLY SCARED OF ANYTHING, WELL I CAN'T REALLY SAY THAT SINCE EVERYONE'S SCARED OF SOMETHING WHETHER THEY WANT TO ADMIT IT OR NOT. HMM...I GUESS I'M SCARED OF NOT BEING ACCEPTED BY OTHERS FOR BEING OF ROYAL BLOOD AS WELL AS FOR BEING JUST MYSELF IN GENERAL. IT MAY SOUND STRANGE, BUT I'M REALLY JUST TIRED OF BEING USED BY OTHERS AND NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE TRUE FRIENDS AT ALL. SO REALLY BEING ALONE IN LIFE IS MY BIGGEST FEAR, I DON'T HAVE ANY OTHERS SINCE AS ONE WISE MAN SAID 'THERE IS NOTHING TO FEAR BUT FEAR ITSELF.'

IF YOU HAD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN FIFTEEN WORDS, WHAT WOULD THEY BE?
I'M JUST A GIRL TRYING TO FIND HER PLACE IN LIFE OTHER THEN BEING ROYAL.
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BOTTLES GIVE ME SOMETHING

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WHO ARE YOUR PARENTS?
MY MOTHER'S NAME IS ERDOLLIEL LOSTARIEL, SHE DIED WHEN ME AND MY BROTHER WERE BORN, SHE WAS THE QUEEN OF THE LIGHT ELVES. MY FATHER IS THE KING OF THE LIGHT ELVES AND IS CURRENTLY 34-YEARS-OLD AND HIS NAME IS CALANON LOSTARIEL. ME AND MY FATHER DO GET ALONG, I SUPPOSE, THOUGH HE NEVER SEEMS TO HAVE TIME OR CARES TO HEAR ABOUT WHAT I HAVE TO SAY OR EVEN THINK.

DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
I HAVE ONE SIBLING WHO IS MY TWIN BROTHER. HIS NAME IS ARBELLASON LOSTARIEL AND HE IS CURRENTLY THE PRINCE OF THE LIGHT ELVES, THOUGH MY AND HIM ARE CURRENTLY 'BATTLING' AGAINST EACH OTHER FOR THE THRONE. EVEN SO WE'RE STILL PRETTY CLOSE AND ARE CONNECTED STRANGELY. IF EITHER ONE GETS HURT, FOR EXAMPLE IF HE GETS CUT SOMEWHERE I GET CUT IN THE EXACT SAME PLACE AND WE CAN ALWAYS READ EACH OTHER'S MINDS. I GUESS IT'S JUST A TWIN THING.

ANY FAMILY PETS?
I HAVE A PET BIRD NAMED MAERON WHOM I ADORE SO MUCH SINCE HE'S ABLE TO SING A LOT OF ELVISH FOLK SONGS I'VE TAUGHT HIM OVER THE FEW YEARS I'VE HAD HIM IN MY POSESSION.

ANY OTHER IMPORTANT RELATIVES?
NONE THAT I FEEL THE NEED TO MENTION.

GIVE ME A BRIEF OUTLINE OF YOUR PAST.
I WAS BORN ON MAY 9, 1993 IN LONDON, ENGLAND, ALONG WITH MY TWIN BROTHER, TO THE KING AND QUEEN OF THE LIGHT ELVES. WHEN I WAS A CHILD I WOULD BE TAKEN EVERYONE WITH MY PARENTS FOR MEETING THE OTHER LIGHT ELVES AND WAS ALMOST KIDNAPPED BY THE ROYAL FAMILY OF THE DARK ELVES. MY MOTHER DIED GIVING BIRTH TO ME AND MY BROTHER SO ONLY OUR FATHER GRIEVED HER LOSS. MY FATHER DIDN'T REALLY SEEM TO HAVE MUCH TIME TO SPEND WITH MY AND MY BROTHER, THOUGH WHEN HE DID IT WAS NORMALLY AT A FORMAL DINNER OR DANCE AND EVEN THEN WE DIDN'T TALK AS MUCH AS I HAD HOPED WE WOULD HAVE. MY FATHER TRIED KEEPING ME AND MY BROTHER BUSY BY FORCING US TO USE A SWORD AND BOW AT A YOUNG AGE UNTIL HE SAW THAT WE WERE WELL ENOUGH TO QUIT. SO BECAUSE OF THAT, TO ANNOY HIM, I TOOK UP THE HARP AND PRACTICED IN THE THRONE ROOM WHERE HE WOULD ALWAYS SIT AND THINK.

EVERY TIME I PLAYED MY MOTHER'S SIGNATURE SONG HE WOULD LOOK OUT THE WINDOW OR JUST LEAVE THE ROOM ENTIRELY CAUSING MY BROTHER TO GLARE AT MY INTENSELY AND ME JUST TO SHRUG BACK AT HIM. FOR A WHILE IT WAS AN INTERESTING SIGHT TO SEE A KING BEING BROUGHT DOWN SO HARD BY THE SOUND OF AN ANGELIC HARP, BUT IT WAS ALL SHORT LIVED. MY FATHER LOCKED UP MY MOTHER'S HARP IN ONE OF THE HIGH TOWERS AND KEPT IT HEAVILY GUARDED EVERY NIGHT AND DAY FOR FIVE YEARS STRAIGHT. BY THEN I HAD ASKED MY FATHER TO GO TO A NORMAL HIGH SCHOOL INSTEAD OF BEING HOME SCHOOLED AND THOUGH IT TOOK HIM SO LONG TO THINK ABOUT IT HE LATER AGREED. WHILE AT SCHOOL THERE WERE A FEW OTHER LIGHT ELVES THERE WHO TOOK CARE OF ME AND REALLY JUST USED ME TO GET POPULARITY POINTS, WHICH ANNOYED ME COMPLETELY.

AFTER A WHILE I HEARD OF A NEW SCHOOL AMONG THE OTHER NON-HUMANS HIDING IN THE SCHOOL, IT WAS CALLED DARTMOUTH ACADEMY AND AFTER HEARING FIVE MINUTES OF THEIR CONVERSATION I WISHED TO GO. I ASKED MY FATHER AND HE ALLOWED ME, AS WELL AS MY BROTHER IF HE WISHED TO, TO ATTEND THE SCHOOL THOUGH I TOLD HIM NOT TO WORRY ABOUT THE COST SINCE MY GRADES WOULD GET ME IN EASILY, WHICH I WAS COMPLETELY RIGHT ABOUT. SO HERE I AM AT MY FIRST YEAR HERE AS A SOPHOMORE AND I'M STARTING TO LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT.

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YES WE LIVE FOR THE FAME

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WHAT’S YOUR NAME?
NYX

AND YOUR AGE?
16

TELL ME SOMETHING.
I AM THE YOUNGER SISTER OF THE ADMIN BELLE

CONTACT INFORMATION?
PM

DID YOU READ THE LAWS?
ORANGE JUICE

AND A ROLEPLAY SAMPLE.
FROM A DIFFERENT SITE, BUT STILL MY NORMAL POSTS

signaling he had seen a human around the house's surrounding area. Without thinking she transformed back into her human form and ran in a ripped up dress back to her house where her father was waiting on the front porch. "Papa, someone's coming, Justice signaled it was a human," said Mercy as she tried her best to catch her breath while her father just watched her curiously. Remembering her clothes she quickly tried to cover herself up as best she could and ran inside the house to change. She could smell her mother cooking dinner in the kitchen as well her her mother's familiar perfume wafting throughout the house. As she ran upstairs she could hear her father and mother speaking in hushed voices about the muggles who were coming toward the house.

She heard her father leave the house as the screen door behind him creaked and slammed shut in it's normal manner. She heard the muggles before she saw them as they were coming toward the house from the north side, there were only two of them both males, but they somehow frightened her. Slipping into another dress she practically flew downstairs and into the kitchen where her mother was peeking out the window at the muggles with a frown on her face. "Mama, what's going on? Why are there muggles here? I thought you places a barrier around the house," was all Mercy was able to get out before her mother hushed her. Rolling her eyes she walked outside and stood next to her father who was back on the porch and watching their every move. By then all her brother's and sisters began to make their way out of the forest, or from the farm behind the house and stood around the outside of the front of the house.

One of the muggles seemed to be her age and was beginning to smile at her causing Justice to stand slightly in front of his sister trying to contain the growl which was making it's way up his throat. Mercy tugged on her brother's arm as if to shush him and then let their fingers entwine with each others as she gave him a half hearted smile. "calmez le frère, je suis sûr que chaque chose va être bien," mercy always spoke in her native tung when talking to her brother seeing as it always seemed to calm him down. "Now what are you two doing here?" She watched the two male's reaction to her question; the younger one seemed to stiffen as the elder one was very calm. Neither of them seemed to want to talk, or even answer the question so she repeated herself, "What are you two doing here? Where are you from?" Her French accent was thick as she spoke in a sort of harsh, yet soft tone while looking from one male to the other and back.

She could feel her father's agitation as her mother called all her kids into the house, letting their father talk alone with the two males. "But mama, papa needs our help I mean he can't be out there alone with those males." They were giving her as well as everyone else a bad vibe, causing the hair on the back of their necks to stick up slightly. Her mother was beginning to serve dinner as her father came into the house with the two men trailing after him. As he introduced the men, Lance was the name of the younger one and Jeff was the name of the elder male, she stayed back behind the rest of her siblings. With a hold still on her brother's hand she pulled him outside through the back kitchen door as everyone was distracted by the male's story. "Justice they don't feel right, and I know you can feel the bad vibes coming from them too."

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