Post by calista riley ashcroft on Dec 18, 2009 11:50:09 GMT -5
( CALISTA R. ASHCROFT )
TEACHER , VEGGIE VAMPIRE - - - - - - - - - - -
- - - - - - - - - - - TWENTY THREE YEARS , STRAIGHT , RECKLESS
" i fought it for a long time now while drowning in a river of denial "
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" track number one - all the friends. "
- - top ten (0/10) x i wanna be laughed at, laughed with
- - best guy (0/1) x just because. i want to feel weightless
- - best girl (0/1) x cause that would be enough. but i'm
rest of the best x stuck in this fucking rut, waiting on a
close friend x secondhand pick-me-up. and i'm over getting
good friend x older. if i could just find the time, i would
average friend x never let another day go by. i'm over
partner in crime x getting old. maybe its not my weekend
- - other half x but its gonna be my year. i'm so sick
- - inseperable x of watching while the minutes pass
- - like family x as i go no where, and this is my reaction
new friend x to everything i fear. cause i've been going
acquaintance x crazy, i don't wanna waste another
- - childhood friend x minute here. make believe that i
friend of a friend x impress; that every word, by design
on & off friend x turns a head. i wanna feel reckless
enemy turned x wanna live it up just because. i want
- - secret friend x to feel weightless, cause that would
confidante x be enough. if i could just find the time
- - circle of trust (0/3) x then i would never let another
party buddy x day go by. i'm over getting old. maybe
drinking buddy x its not my weekend, but its gonna
- - attached at the hip x be my year. i'm so sick of watching
first name basis x while the minutes pass as i go no
just met x where, and this is my reaction to everything
one-sided friendship x i fear, cause i've been going
forbidden friend x crazy. i don't want to waste another
same clique x minute here. this could be all i've waited
- - drifted apart x for (i've waited for). and this could
" track number two - all the lovers. "
- - final x 'just friends.' i'm happy, if you're happy with
- - in love x yourself. take off your shirt, your shoes
- - at first site x those skinny jeans i bought for you
- - current x we're diving in there's nothing left to lose
possible future x i'm gonna break down these walls
- - future x i built around myself. i wanna fall so in love
one-sided love x with you and no one else, could ever
- - mutual crush x mean half as much, to me as you
one-sided crush x do now. together we'll move on
hot & cold x just don't turn around, let the walls break
good-termed past x down. i used to wear you like a
bad-termed past x ball and a chain. i'd run and hide
past with chemistry x at the call of my name. it was
shameless flirting x obvious that you were too much
fleeting glances x for me. oblivious, i was young and
past fling x horny. in retrospect i wouldn't do it again
fling x stop talking shit, to every one of your friends
future fling x i'm not the same boy you knew back then
- - childhood sweetheart x cause i can break down these
one night stand x walls, i built around myself, i wanna
sexual tension x fall so in love, with you and no one
on & off x else, could ever mean half as much to me
lust x as you do now. together we'll move on, just don't
fuck buddy x turn around. let the walls break down
make out buddy x i can't breathe, my body's shaking
- - forbidden love x you've got a way with the way
- - secret love x you take me. cause you break me down
friend with benefits x you know you break me down
enemy with benefits x i'm gonna break down these
" track number three - all the enemies. "
- - fuck you x lack of conscience tell you everything's
- - hardcore hatred x alright. i trust your good intentions
one-sided hatred x that you're watching over friends
dislike x but you must think that i'm crazy, if i don't
one-sided dislike x see through that grin. so tell me
rivalry x what you're best friend knows, that i don't
friendly rivalry x know. tell me why you talk me down
backstabbed x wherever you go. you're a saint, your
cheated on x a queen, and i'm just another boy without
physical abuse x a crown. tell me why you sell me out
verbal abuse x everywhere you go. i just want to know
sexual abuse x what your best friend knows. so vindictive
annoyance x you'll say anything you like. the smile
friend turned x you fake, the steps you take, you know
fighting partner x you never get it right. and talk is
clique rivalry x cheap so make believe your secrets
household rivalry x find the grave. its too late, you gave
envious x up you're last chance to walk away. so tell
jealous x me what your best friend knows, that i don't
indifference x know. tell me why you talk me down
tolerance x wherever you go. you're a saint, your a
avoidance x queen, and i'm just another boy without
miscommunication x a crown. tell me why you sell me
scared of x out, everwhere you go. i just want to know
by association x what your best friend knows. you stand
" track number four - all the others. "
nothing in common x tearing up the radio, lost in the
mixed feelings x stereo sound. she's trouble in a tank
good influence x top. pretty little time bomb, blowin'
bad influence x up; take you down. livin' in the radio
respect x lost in the stereo's sound. she's dancing alone
disrespect x i'm ready to go but she's so lost in stereo
one-sided protection x lost in stereo. she's out of control
- - mutual protection x so beautiful in stereo, lost in
allies x stereo. i've been waiting for so long, but she'll
admiration x never know. i'm losing hope, cause she's
role model x so lost in stereo, lost in stereo. shake-down
inspired by x on a saturday; sit back, gotta catch my
obsessed x breath, cause everytime i see her know
stalker x she's gonna take it back somehow. tattoos
- - siblings x and a switchblade attitude; snake bite
- - parents x heart with a bubble gum smile, sex in stereo
- - cousins x don't turn the radio dial. she's dancing
- - other family x alone, i'm ready to go, but she's so
emotional support x lost in stereo, lost in stereo. she's
room mates x out of control, so beautiful in stereo
band mates x lost in stereo i've been waiting, for so
love & hate x long, but she'll never know. i'm losing
- - future family x hope, cause she's so lost in stereo
other (specify) x lost in stereo. i'm just like cellophane
" track number five - the credits & rules. "
this plot page was made by the awesome-pawsome
SARAWR FTW !? of CAUTION 2.0. all of the lyrics
that she used came from ALL TIME LOW'S fantastical
new CD, called NOTHING PERSONAL. if you haven't
listened to it yet, i really suggest you do. colors, of
course, were from the help of that good ole thing
called the COLOR BLENDER that everyone uses
these days. that's about it in the way of credits, but
make sure to check out the rules, or die. (: ttfn ♥
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